Let me tell you a story, so once upon a time...
Do you know how much it hurts for me to see you talk to other people, perhaps getting closer to them, while you’re ignoring me?

jyhuang:

As if i’m invisible to you nowadays. I can’t help but tear up…

💁😌

No matter how many times I tell myself that I’m done, I still find my mind wandering back to you.
Instead of posting more #transformationtuesday pics, I’ll go with a normal car #selfie while waiting for my dad to finish doing his thang in Lynwood. Urgh he’s taking forever and I needa do my hw!!! Hmm… I’m probably scaring my followers away with all those pics from the #uglyduckling days 😂 oh well, as corny as it sounds, if you can’t accept my worst then you don’t deserve my best… And that stage is gonna be a long time from now 😁 because I’m slowly learning to embrace what I got and working towards what I want. I mean we all have our #flaws and #imperfections that we need to learn to accept. Learn to #respect and #love yourself first, before loving another ❤️ #feelingcornytoday #girlsbelike #iwokeuplikedis #scrublyfe #ilovefeelingofbeingabletorubmyeyes #autumn #sunshine #girlypost

Instead of posting more #transformationtuesday pics, I’ll go with a normal car #selfie while waiting for my dad to finish doing his thang in Lynwood. Urgh he’s taking forever and I needa do my hw!!! Hmm… I’m probably scaring my followers away with all those pics from the #uglyduckling days 😂 oh well, as corny as it sounds, if you can’t accept my worst then you don’t deserve my best… And that stage is gonna be a long time from now 😁 because I’m slowly learning to embrace what I got and working towards what I want. I mean we all have our #flaws and #imperfections that we need to learn to accept. Learn to #respect and #love yourself first, before loving another ❤️ #feelingcornytoday #girlsbelike #iwokeuplikedis #scrublyfe #ilovefeelingofbeingabletorubmyeyes #autumn #sunshine #girlypost

Yay no more back pain! 😊so #backday felt hella nice today probably because of all the food I ate over my birthday weekend LOLOL finally got to try Romanian #deadlifts today and I got my ass whooped 😭 but I’ll work on that💪 I’m really considering whether I should switch over to #sumodeadlifts though or at least work it up to the same pr as #conventional and then I’ll decide. 155lbs in both videos but I feel a lot more comfortable with sumos. But again, I should really fix my damn form for conventionals though 🙈 hehe highlight of the day: a super nice and buff guy at the #gym helped me with my form and said “you’re killin’ it!” when I was repping it out ☺️ #happygirl #dowork #girlswholift #glutegains #quadgains #liftheavy #liftbigeatbig #workout2eat

Sorry for spamming everyone today but I just wanna show off how awesome my #21stbirthday went because of people putting in effort to make this day #special for me. Thank you @sandielucky for making this day so #perfect for me. I honestly wouldn’t wanna spend my #birthday in any other way❤️ it sucked ass waking up at 6:30am with only 4 hours of sleep but it was so worth it. We finished our first #dawgdash together with a decent time even though we both weren’t feeling well and getting through everyone was such a pain in the beginning. And I also got to meet her super friendly classmates ☺️she bought me pho and got me my first legal drink at Earl’s on the ave. I’m just #happy that I have someone like her in my life. She’s one of the few that I can talk to about everything and anything even if we don’t talk or see each other everyday. We fought a lot as kids but we also learned a lot about each other and can never stay mad at each other. I’m honestly grateful to have you as my #cousin and I’m looking forward to do this again next year and years after! ❤️ I love youuuuu! Thanks for everything boo 😘 #gohuskies #godawgs #bloodisthickerthanwater #purpleandgold #dawgdash2014 #thebae #shessobeautiful #thankful #lifeisgreat  (at University of Washington)

Sorry for spamming everyone today but I just wanna show off how awesome my #21stbirthday went because of people putting in effort to make this day #special for me. Thank you @sandielucky for making this day so #perfect for me. I honestly wouldn’t wanna spend my #birthday in any other way❤️ it sucked ass waking up at 6:30am with only 4 hours of sleep but it was so worth it. We finished our first #dawgdash together with a decent time even though we both weren’t feeling well and getting through everyone was such a pain in the beginning. And I also got to meet her super friendly classmates ☺️she bought me pho and got me my first legal drink at Earl’s on the ave. I’m just #happy that I have someone like her in my life. She’s one of the few that I can talk to about everything and anything even if we don’t talk or see each other everyday. We fought a lot as kids but we also learned a lot about each other and can never stay mad at each other. I’m honestly grateful to have you as my #cousin and I’m looking forward to do this again next year and years after! ❤️ I love youuuuu! Thanks for everything boo 😘 #gohuskies #godawgs #bloodisthickerthanwater #purpleandgold #dawgdash2014 #thebae #shessobeautiful #thankful #lifeisgreat (at University of Washington)

SAndddd first #legal #alcohol beverage at a #bar ☺️ something light because I’m sick af and I gotta study later😔 thank you @sandielucky for such a memorable #21stbirthday ❤️❤️❤️ #loveher #birthdayweekend #happygirl #thebae #earls  (at Earl’s On The Ave)

SAndddd first #legal #alcohol beverage at a #bar ☺️ something light because I’m sick af and I gotta study later😔 thank you @sandielucky for such a memorable #21stbirthday ❤️❤️❤️ #loveher #birthdayweekend #happygirl #thebae #earls (at Earl’s On The Ave)

I think it’s appropriate to have a bowl of #pho as #carb replenishment after the #dawgdash 5k and for my damn cold 🙈 #phofix #postcardio #macros #iifym #proteins #foodporn #ihatebeingsick (at Pho Thy Thy)

I think it’s appropriate to have a bowl of #pho as #carb replenishment after the #dawgdash 5k and for my damn cold 🙈 #phofix #postcardio #macros #iifym #proteins #foodporn #ihatebeingsick (at Pho Thy Thy)

Happy birthday Janice, you’re finally 21! In the U.S. 😌 well, I don’t feel any different though but oh well at least I can go to bars and drink in public legally now, and most importantly, I can go to a lot of places for their happy hours ☺️ #yaaassss #legal #selfie #makeup #21stbirthday #imabiggirlnow #ilookolderwithmakeup #oldfart #growingupsucks

Happy birthday Janice, you’re finally 21! In the U.S. 😌 well, I don’t feel any different though but oh well at least I can go to bars and drink in public legally now, and most importantly, I can go to a lot of places for their happy hours ☺️ #yaaassss #legal #selfie #makeup #21stbirthday #imabiggirlnow #ilookolderwithmakeup #oldfart #growingupsucks

It’s weird but it seems like I’m turning myself into the man I’m trying to be with LOLOL

Awks 😂