I don’t wanna forget that:

• you made me feel better when i was broken.
• you were always supportive when i have tough matches.
• you sang with me.
• you were my first and last official date in a high school dance.
• you said yes to me when i asked you to prom.
• you went to prom with me.
• you were the first guy that i danced with
• you almost got kicked out because we got caught grinding lol
• you held my hand several times on prom night.
• you hugged me tight most of the time on the dance floor, to the point where i could feel your heartbeat.
• you slow danced with me.
• you let me rest my head on your shoulder when we were in Gia’s car
• you didn’t want to leave me by myself, so you grabbed my hand and made me join everyone.
• you held on to the “drunk” me every time i had to go somewhere.
• you came to comfort me when i was crying.
• you were holding me tight, letting me cry on your chest.
• you brought me to the bonfire and we listened to Frank sing his love songs.
• you holding me tight and letting me rest my head on your shoulder while we were at the bonfire because i was wobbling around.
• you dealing with my bratty side when i was drunk.
• you making sure i’m feeling ok, letting me cling on to you when you hugged me goodbye.
• you walking me to a room because you wanted me to get some rest.
• you picking me up and throwing me on the bed gently because i couldn’t get up and i was refusing to get on the bed.
• you telling me that everything is going to be alright and just comforting me the whole night.
• you acting normal around me even though you know i like you rather than ignoring me.
• you going along with all the jokes everyone cracks about us.

& anything i forgot to put down… i wanna let go but i can’t, *sigh.

I don’t think i have one. Or i should say, i don’t think i have time for one. I’m too busy with everything going on in my life right now. i mean it’s good to have eye candies and what not but i’m not that interested in being in a relationship. It’s good to have someone to talk to every night before going to bed, someone that’s the opposite sex whom you trust. But it’s hard to find that person nowadays. i’m scared. i’m scared to open up to guys nowdays because even my only best friend left me. He’s a guy too. i’m assuming i’m gonna be forever alone. i lost hopes in having a best friend and boyfriend. *sigh. welll, it’s more like idc about those stufff. school got me on lock down, can’t do anything or go anywhere. welll, good luck to the ones that are in a relationship and be happy lonely birds like me (=