- you know what restaurant to go to for great taste, decent price, and big portion Chinese food
- being able to solve problems with the waiter/waitresses with Cantonese or Mandarin
- being able to know if the people from the restaurant are talking shit about you guys
Idk if im the only one but i’ve been #chillin in #mybed for an entire day now lol. #Feeling #sluggish. #Lazy #sleepy #comfy #hellokittypillowcase #pink #me #bum
So what if you’re broken, no one gives a shit anyways, so man the fuck up.
Back in like elementary lol I swear a lot of girls had to go through that phase! The ugly duckling phase lol Well, it hasn’t changed much for me. I’m manly af!
Basically, i’m keeping distance with people and not letting them get close to me. I have that security wall around me. Mainly towards relationships, not trying to be a little miss show off, but it’s not like there’s no one tryna get at me. I just choose not to get close by playing stupid. Which is weird because at some point, i do want to have that feeling towards someone but then my mind runs off to something else. Like i’d be too busy with school and family and such. & i’m not gonna lie, I kinda like being single but i also like those cute lovey dovey shit, you see where i’m coming from? I’m fucking weird, ok? lol. Or maybe i just haven’t encounter the “one” yet or i could be holding on to the past while lying to myself that i’m over it. I don’t think i can ever be completely over certain memories and a certain person because they gave me so much to remember. But whatever, i know i should be more outgoing and open minded since i’m in college now, too bad i’m a stubborn person. When i see couples being all cute and cheesy, i feel like i wanna be caught up with someone but when i see couples argue, i’m just like “fuck that shit, i don’t think i can deal with arguments without losing the person.” All those debates in my head adds up, and of course the fact that i haven’t yet seen anyone at UW that would make me wanna be in a relationship. I’m not THAT picky, i think lol. Well, my friends in China says i am but i think my standards aren’t even bad at all. Of course, someone like Booboo Stewart would be perfect :) His smile, his face, his personality, his talents, his body, his height, etc. But if the guy has a good personality, a cute smile, and a good height, i’m out for it (if my stubborn ass would opened up to them first). lol i hope you guys didn’t read everything i wrote because you’d probably say “this dumb bitch” by the end lol :D