Once something changes, nothing can ever be the same.
Perks of being the Chinese friend in a group,
- you know what restaurant to go to for great taste, decent price, and big portion Chinese food
- being able to solve problems with the waiter/waitresses with Cantonese or Mandarin
- being able to know if the people from the restaurant are talking shit about you guys
lol
Idk if im the only one but i’ve been #chillin in #mybed for an entire day now lol. #Feeling #sluggish. #Lazy #sleepy #comfy #hellokittypillowcase #pink #me #bum
Something I say to myself all the time.
So what if you’re broken, no one gives a shit anyways, so man the fuck up.
Not gonna lie, I was once a tomboy.
Back in like elementary lol I swear a lot of girls had to go through that phase! The ugly duckling phase lol Well, it hasn’t changed much for me. I’m manly af!
Sometimes I think there’s something wrong with me.
Basically, i’m keeping distance with people and not letting them get close to me. I have that security wall around me. Mainly towards relationships, not trying to be a little miss show off, but it’s not like there’s no one tryna get at me. I just choose not to get close by playing stupid. Which is weird because at some point, i do want to have that feeling towards someone but then my mind runs off to something else. Like i’d be too busy with school and family and such. & i’m not gonna lie, I kinda like being single but i also like those cute lovey dovey shit, you see where i’m coming from? I’m fucking weird, ok? lol. Or maybe i just haven’t encounter the “one” yet or i could be holding on to the past while lying to myself that i’m over it. I don’t think i can ever be completely over certain memories and a certain person because they gave me so much to remember. But whatever, i know i should be more outgoing and open minded since i’m in college now, too bad i’m a stubborn person. When i see couples being all cute and cheesy, i feel like i wanna be caught up with someone but when i see couples argue, i’m just like “fuck that shit, i don’t think i can deal with arguments without losing the person.” All those debates in my head adds up, and of course the fact that i haven’t yet seen anyone at UW that would make me wanna be in a relationship. I’m not THAT picky, i think lol. Well, my friends in China says i am but i think my standards aren’t even bad at all. Of course, someone like Booboo Stewart would be perfect :) His smile, his face, his personality, his talents, his body, his height, etc. But if the guy has a good personality, a cute smile, and a good height, i’m out for it (if my stubborn ass would opened up to them first). lol i hope you guys didn’t read everything i wrote because you’d probably say “this dumb bitch” by the end lol :D
