Gonna leave school right after my last class, then go grocery shopping, so i can make a fancy dinner…

for myself, you see how this is a win win situation?

lol jk i should shut up with my forever alone life.

I feel like i’m not ready to be in a relationship yet because i feel like my mind is still fucked up, although it’s slowly recovering, i’d rather wait. I don’t want to have an unequal relationship even though my mom says it’s better if the guy loves me more than i love him. I don’t want to date someone when i’m not ready, it’s just not fair to them. Honestly, I have no idea when i’ll be ready though lol. Probably soon, probably years from now, and probably never.

I don’t think i have one. Or i should say, i don’t think i have time for one. I’m too busy with everything going on in my life right now. i mean it’s good to have eye candies and what not but i’m not that interested in being in a relationship. It’s good to have someone to talk to every night before going to bed, someone that’s the opposite sex whom you trust. But it’s hard to find that person nowadays. i’m scared. i’m scared to open up to guys nowdays because even my only best friend left me. He’s a guy too. i’m assuming i’m gonna be forever alone. i lost hopes in having a best friend and boyfriend. *sigh. welll, it’s more like idc about those stufff. school got me on lock down, can’t do anything or go anywhere. welll, good luck to the ones that are in a relationship and be happy lonely birds like me (=

I’m single and my single life is great. no pressure at all. i really don’t wanna be called yours if i’m not ready to be in a relationship. i don’t need a man to make me happy. well, i should say, i don’t need a boyfriend to complete my current life. people say its because i have my best friend and he’s like a boyfriend to me. idk if that’s true but i know i’m not into anyone atm.